Take this for your comfort: if you conscientiously make use of those means the Lord has sanctified for the mortifying of your sins, then, even if, notwithstanding all, your sins prevail and overcome you, the Lord will hold you guiltless.
Love takes the image given in the law:
25 But if in the open country a man meets a young woman who is betrothed, and the man seizes her and lies with her, then only the man who lay with her shall die. 26 But you shall do nothing to the young woman; she has committed no offense punishable by death. For this case is like that of a man attacking and murdering his neighbor, 27 because he met her in the open country, and though the betrothed young woman cried for help there was no one to rescue her. Deuteronomy 22:25–27 (ESV)
The woman was ravished and hated the sin, but she was not rescued. The man who found her will die, but she will not be guilty. In the same manner, should the devil rape your soul (so to speak), “your soul can bear you witness that you cried out to God for help, and struggled and strove against the corruption”. But what if you think, yes but I fell?
for the righteous falls seven times and rises again, but the wicked stumble in times of calamity. Proverbs 24:16 (ESV)
The mark of the wise man is not that he never falls. The mark of the wise man is that he rises seven times.