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I am afflicted, sore sorrowful

31 Thursday Oct 2013

Posted by memoirandremains in affliction, Confession, Desire, Faith, Hebrew, Humility, Joy, Praise, Prayer, Psalms, Singing, Submission, Thankfulness

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Affliction, Hebrew Translation, Hope, Praise, Prayer, Psalm 69, sorrow, waiting

(This is a translation of Psalm 69 from the Hebrew text. The translation notes are over 20 pages long, so I decided not to post them also. )

Save me, God!

The water has come to my throat.

Down I sink, down in the miry deep.

–There is nowhere to stand.

I slip into the deep

The waters rush over me.

I grow weak from shouting

Hoarse with screams

My eyes fail

–Waiting, hoping for you my God.

I have more enemies than hairs on my head.

Without cause, mighty ones crush me;

Enemies of a lie:

What I did not steal, that I must return.

You God know my foolishness

My guilt hides not from you.

May those who wait on my Lord YHWH of Hosts

Be not disgraced for me;

May those who seek you suffer no shame

Because of me, God of Israel.

Reproach falls on me, because of you;

Shame covers my face.

A stranger I have become to my brothers,

I am unknown to my mother’s sons.

Yet zeal for your house consumes me,

The reproach of your reproach falls upon me.

Even my soul wept and fasted

Still it was reproach to me.

When I dress in sackcloth

I will be their song.

They speak of me, sitting in the gate

And sing of me sitting with their beer.

But me, my prayer is to you

            YHWH at an acceptable time

            God in the fullness of your mercy

                        Answer me in the truth of your salvation.

Rescue me from the mire

Do not let me sink;

Save me from enemies

Even from the depths of waters.

Do not let me sink beneath the flood of waters

Do not let me drown in the deep

Do not let the pit close its mouth over me.

Answer me YHWH, for your steadfast love is good

For the sake of your great mercy, turn to me.

Do not hide your face from your servant

Oh I am in distress

–Make haste to answer me.

Come near to my life, redeem;

Because of my enemies, ransom me.

You, you know my reproach

My shame, my humiliation is before you

–Even all my enemies.

Reproach has broken my heart

I am sick

I waited for pity, but there was none;

And for comforters I did not find.

They gave me poison for food;

For my thirst they gave me sour wine.

Turn their table to a trap

Let their safety be a snare.

Let darkness be their sight when seeing,

Cause their legs to always shudder

Pour your curse over them

Send to them your furious wrath

Let their camp be devastated

In their tents let no one dwell.

For him you struck

            They chased

And the sorrow of him you wound

            They wrote it down.

Lay guilt on their guilt

Keep them from your righteousness.

Erase them from the rolls of living

With the righteous, do not write them down.

But me, I am afflicted, sore sorrowful

–Yet your salvation, O God, will raise me to a save place.

I will praise the name of God in song

Making great my God in thankful song.

For it will please YHWH more than an ox

Or bull with horns and hoofs.

The afflicted will see; they will rejoice

You seeking God – let your hearts live.

For God hears the destitute

And his captives he does not despise.

Praise him heaven and earth

Waters and all that swarm in them.

For God saves Zion

And will build the cities of Judah

And they will settle there and possess it

The children of his servants will inherit

 

And those who love his name will dwell there.

Preparation for Suffering in an Evil Day: The Love of Christ.3

14 Friday Sep 2012

Posted by memoirandremains in Biblical Counseling, Edward Polhill, James, Puritan

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A Preparation for Suffering in an Evil Day, Biblical Counseling, Edward Polhill, Hope, James, James 5:7-11, Lamentation 3:25, Lamentations, Love of Christ, Puritan, waiting

Polhill continues in the same vein, a love Christ makes every bitter sweet – not because the bitter of life is sweet, but because there is a source of love and joy which the world cannot invade:

Love to Christ stands in an holy complacence in him, it makes the soul enjoy a kind of heaven in his presence, and delight itself in his satisfying sweetness.

Edward Polhill, The Works of Edward Polhill (London: Thomas Ward and Co., 1844), 345. Thus, when evil days comes we do not look solely to the evil which is before us, but we look above and beyond and settle our soul in the dear love of Christ which overcomes the world. We can have such succor

in times of fear and temptation, that his presence may sweeten the bitterest condition to her. The cross of Jesus, if we taste the sweetness of it, will turn a marah into joy and comfort

Ibid. This sets us to a task now, before the evil day strikes. The moments we have meditation, of communion, of grace, of leaving off sin, of fellowship, of prayer and study, all these things must teach us to drink the undying water which transforms our souls:

O let us labour to taste more of the sweetness of Christ, to find his blood in every pardon, his Spirit in every grace, his wine cellar in every ordinance, that the divine comforts, that we experimentally feel in him, may sweeten the cross to us.

This is the way of the dear ones of God. In the midst of the Lamentations, the poet knows the goodness and blessing of God exist. How? He cannot know them from present experience, for present experience is bitter but he can say:

The Lord is good to those who wait for him, to the soul who seeks him. Lamentations 3:25 (ESV)

The verb to wait can also be translated to hope. The waiting is expectant, the hope is patient but preserving. Such a hope cannot come to us but we know that God is good before the trial strikes. James encourages the early Christians to hope and not turn to grumbling and sin, but rather be patient in suffering knowing that the Lord is good:

7 Be patient, therefore, brothers, until the coming of the Lord. See how the farmer waits for the precious fruit of the earth, being patient about it, until it receives the early and the late rains. 8 You also, be patient. Establish your hearts, for the coming of the Lord is at hand. 9 Do not grumble against one another, brothers, so that you may not be judged; behold, the Judge is standing at the door. 10 As an example of suffering and patience, brothers, take the prophets who spoke in the name of the Lord. 11 Behold, we consider those blessed who remained steadfast. You have heard of the steadfastness of Job, and you have seen the purpose of the Lord, how the Lord is compassionate and merciful. James 5:7–11 (ESV)

This is not a grim waiting, but an expectant waiting premised upon a knowledge that “the Lord is compassionate and merciful”.  The compassion and mercy of the Lord should stir our soul to love – such love that when trial and temptation fall upon us we are sure of his compassion and mercy – for trial will try our knowledge.

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